The organizing plan for my film

 

Notes I took:

Center Idea:

Saying goodbye to my past.

What I want through this movie:

I want to talk to my dad about my past self and wonder if I've made him proud now. Try to reconcile with my past and let it go. Then Embrace the rest of your life with hope and make it splendid.

What I want this movie to convey in terms of ideas:

The importance of parents in a child's experience growing up. That no matter what happens, our parents love us more than we realize.

I could have started this project with hate because my father's departure was a lifelong wound. But in the end, I will definitely get over it with this. Because we cannot keep living in the past. At the end of the movie, I will write a letter to 13-year-old Zhang Haoran. Tell him that although you will experience some partings, although you will be mocked and questioned by others, you must believe in yourself. Because you are not bad at all. Dad's departure was due to his own reasons, it is not that you are not good, and he does not love you, on the contrary, he has always loved you as much as mom. You have to grow up well, your future is full of hope. You have found a career you love and have a group of friends who play well together. You need to stop beating yourself up because you haven't wronged anyone. If you feel like you have darkness all ahead of you, try turning around a little bit and the light will shine on you. Your life has just begun, look forward, mom and dad will always be your strong backing, and you need to make your future life a wonderful one.

中心思想：

和自己的过去告别

通过这个片子我想要什么：

我想和爸爸聊聊过去的自己，想知道现在的我有没有让他骄傲，想和自己的过去释怀，带着希望把余下的人生活出精彩。 

我想让这个片子传达什么思想：

父母在孩子成长经历的重要性。无论发生什么，我们的父母都比我们想象中的更爱我们。

    

我可以带着恨去开始这个项目，因为父亲的离开是我一辈子的伤痛。 但最后我一定会和这件事释怀。因为人不能一直活在过往。在影片最后，我会给13岁的张皓然写一封信。告诉他虽然你会经历一些离别，虽然你会得到别人的嘲讽和质疑，但你一定要相信自己。因为你一点都不差。爸爸的离开是有他自己的苦衷，并不是你不优秀，他也并没有不爱你，反而他和妈妈一样一直深爱着你。你要好好长大，你的未来是充满希望的。你找到了自己喜欢的事业，有一群玩的很好的朋友。你不要再自责了，因为你没有对不起任何人。如果你觉得自己前面都是黑暗，试着转身一下，光明会在你背后照耀。你的人生才刚刚开始，向前看吧，爸爸妈妈永远是你坚强的后盾，你要把未来的人生活出精彩。